getting past failure...

i tend to fail at a lot of goals i set for myself.  i'm not sure why?  i might just be too lazy or lack passion. but i get very down on myself when i fail.  i feel defeated and lame!  i know that i can succeed but i think my past failures get in my way.  i want to clear my mind and focus on success!  i want to change my way of thinking and act in a way that will accomplish my goals.  i feel things changing and shifting in me and i am SO excited!  God is so faithful to answer the cries of our heart!  i am so glad that i serve a God who provides for me!

changes

Hey there!  Well it has been a busy summer of working and well...working!!  The days of being a kid and getting to swim all summer are over! BooHoo!!  But i do have to say that this whole grown up thing is growing on me.  I know it will never be easy, cause life never is, but i am growing up every day and learning new things!  My husband and i got married young and have been growing up together for the past 2 years.  I am so thankful i have my best friend to do it with.  the past 8 months have been quite the whirl wind for us.  we have grown so much just in the past 8 months that we both feel like totally different people.  i remember at the beginning of summer (only a couple months ago) looking at my husband and saying, "We are going to remember this time as the season it all changed...".  I'm not quite sure why i said that to him but it was a gut feeling, a sense that i had.  I felt the change coming and i new it was big, bigger than the two of us.  Well boy was i right!  Things have changed so much in just the past couple months that i am blown away.  even our vision and goals for our lives are changing.  things we are wanting to do and become are changing.  it is like my spirit felt what the Lord was getting ready to do and agreed with it!  And we have been so happy with the outcome of God changing everything!!  We have been tested a lot and have been continuing to trust that the Lord is faithful and will always show us His way for us.  I am excited to get back to blogging regularly and i have some projects that i am wanting to share on here as well!  we are getting our life and our house and our businesses organized and i am so excited to see where we go from here!  thanks for stopping in!  have a sweet day!