getting past failure...

i tend to fail at a lot of goals i set for myself.  i'm not sure why?  i might just be too lazy or lack passion. but i get very down on myself when i fail.  i feel defeated and lame!  i know that i can succeed but i think my past failures get in my way.  i want to clear my mind and focus on success!  i want to change my way of thinking and act in a way that will accomplish my goals.  i feel things changing and shifting in me and i am SO excited!  God is so faithful to answer the cries of our heart!  i am so glad that i serve a God who provides for me!